No, I don’t. I haven’t in at least a year and even then it wasn’t a regular thing. I don’t care so why do you?
I think I’ve proved, time and time again, what shit advice I dish out so I’m sorry in advance. Also, questions like this don’t piss me off. I’m just terrified that my advice will be useless - which it nearly always is.
I admire your desire to want to put the past behind you. It’s very easy to dwell on it and let it consume you. I think you should try and focus on things that your ED took from you, if you get me? It you had talents that you postponed or gave up you should try re-immersing yourself in them again. If you had relationships that suffered because of your disorder, you could try rebuilding them again. Do whatever the hell made you happy pre-ED. Claim back the life you once had.
Hopefully this is somewhat useful x
If you’re thin, you don’t have to say ‘but I eat all the time!’/’I have a fast metabolism!’
If you’re fat, you don’t have to say ‘it’s genetic!’/’I’m trying to lose weight!’
You don’t need to explain to anybody why your body is the way it is. Your body is YOUR body, and that’s all the justification you need.
there is no life in an eating disorder
you may think you’re living a decent life but you are not truly living when you are being consumed by your own thoughts
there is so much more out there for you
life begins when the healing begins